This is where my world ends.

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 01:00:39 GMT

This shall be my last update on this name...I have created a new name, I have re-added my friends, so add me back if you do not care too.

____apathy

thats it..

with love,
aaron

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 06:33:15 GMT

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Today was bad..very bad..I had to go play basketball today, I was in the middle of the game, and I came down the floor and my ankle just gave out, it buckled under me and I heard it pop, so mom made me go to the doctor, its like a sever spring or something, and im out of a while..from every sport and everything at that,its looks funny..looks like I have an egg in my foot..Im thinking of making a list of who I like and who I dont like, one person I dont like this is kayla lowe girl, I wish she would die, she sorta puts me down about everything, mom thinks maybe she likes me?..so that would be like a arnold and helga...

my foot hurts..

I think im finally figuring out donnie darko, im understanding this movie, its coming into place...but im not ready to explain it yet, I must be 100% sure on my theory..

life never seems to get better for me, I belive I live on a roller coaster, but it seems to be stuck on the bottom, Brittany and I are I dont know, I dont know if were ever going to get to spend time togther, she cancells plans with me alot, and she likes to talk to other guys alot...maybe im just parnoid..I mean she did cheat on me once before, when she said she loved me...which could fall in line with every girl I have dated, sigh..I cant wait till I become an adult and girls are ready to settle down, I have been ready to settle down, and find a long lasting relationship..I dont want to explore and date, I want to settle down and have a nice long loving relationship...taking trips on the weekends, going out after school, spending time with each other, just being in love, no girls want that...I dont think Brittany wants that, she realyl isnt the type of person to shout our love from the roof tops, I dont know about love, I would love to fall in love with her, would be great..but I just cant right now, I dont know if I can trust her..and trust is the foundation of a strong relationship..if oyu dont have trust you dont have love, you have a break up..

But perhhaps one day, girls will apperciate me..but untill then..

with love
aaron

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 07:12:10 GMT

Well today has been ok I suppose, I really didnt get to talk with Brittany today, she has been up her friends Kansas house, so im guessing I will get to talk with her tommorrow.
I belive she is going to come up my house sometime this week, hopefully I will not have fucking basketball one day and me and her can spend sometime togther, I belive I will watch donnie darko, im sure he can make a good ol date good.
Of course she will not understand it, just like everyone does, and including me...im still trying to figure this out, im thinking each char in that movie stands for something, on the cover it shows frank and all those people (jim cunninham,gretchen etc) they must all play a role in his life, and he destroys there lifes, and makes other ppls better,which would mean would they actually find out that jim is a child porn star maker thing?
Because without donnie burning his house down they wouldnt find it, and why exactly did he flood the school?
I rember in the movie he was explaining that short story and he said, "they were just trying to see what happens when you change things"

was he trying to change things?

argh...that movie.
i wish i could research it, but now that would take the fun out of the movie now wouldnt it?

with love
aaron

Fri, 18 Jun 2004 08:06:25 GMT

Once again we got off the phone a Little while ago, everything is going pretty good..im pretty happy with her..I hope this last's.

with love,
aaron

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 20:09:19 GMT

Well this week has been splendid...So far nothing has bothered me or anything.

Im so happy, Coach called and called off the games today, which makes me happy, because I didnt really want to play today anyways.
I think tomorrow Im going to the movies, Im not for sure...I believe it will be with friends, then saturday I shall attend the movies with Brittany.
Yeah, some how I asked her out last night..Hmm...This girl and I dated a while back, ended bad..but hopefully she learnt from her mistakes, and perhaps this shall work this time.

Its been forever sense I listened to the ataris,haha "boys of summer" Boise I tell ya what, that song used to be the shit, untill I got tired of listening to it over and over. haha.

I belive they called for rain today, Which means I dont get to go run..mother will not let me run in the rain...I was going to go run my cross crountry trail at my house, at about 6 or 7..when it exactly cools down, Its about 90 some degrees right now..and when I walk outside during the day I usely get burnt, So i usely just stay inside till night comes haha, its sad I walk outside for like 5 mins and im cooking...haha and people say "aaron, you should lay in a tanning bed" haha my god if I did that, I would come out and be like 3 feet tall haha, the fucking heat would like shrink me, then make me look like an african american, which im not saying thats not bad..but its just funny...imagine me black with a bling bling and a afro, that would be some pimp shit.

I hooked up my playstation last night, I was missing final fantasy, so I decieded to play for a couple hours, and the god forsaken disk is broke or something, and its disk 1 as well, so now there is no playing that game now.
I hate spider man...He is on my Dr Pepper can, he annoys me I wish I could hurt him...but he would use the web shit or whatever he uses...HA I KNOW, I could hurt his actually character before he got in his spider gear !!!
mwuahahah.

God im fucking bored...I have been on the phone alot latly, and late at that..and usely poeple knows I hate to talk on the phone..but its kinda nice to talk to her, she cracks me up haha.

I shall introduce her to all my friends, you all will like her.

Mother woke me up this morning and made me mow the grass.

Well, enough for right now

with love,
aaron

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 17:53:19 GMT

Well I talked to her till like 4 in the morning, funny thing is I hate talking on the phone....wierd.

with love,
aaron

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 04:42:35 GMT

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On a much lighter not, the good ol love life is maybe turning around for me.
ha.

with love,
aaron

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 01:24:39 GMT

Well today has been special, I had my most my family come to visit me, which was ok I guess.
Nothing much has been going on here latly, I belive Im going to go see Dodgeball this Friday or Saturday, anyone is defenlty welcome to join me.

Right now American Pie is on, this make the 3987412 time I have watched it...Good ol Oz finding him someone like that, he kinda makes me angry him and his sentisive ways, I really want to hurt him.

Im talking to cara on icq, I just called her boyfriend Kelly Clarkson haha, I sorta feel bad..haha me feel bad...NEVER!!!!!

God damn im fucking bored...I think I shall go play emo game, again, Fun game...haha I <3 the part about sum 41 cracks me up everytime.

welp I can see that you all have been enjoying my posts here latly, with all these wonderful comments.

with love,
aaron

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 22:32:52 GMT

Well its been a while sense I updated, I finally got the good ol computer fixed, so she should be good for a while to come.

Um I got my perment and I have been driving alot, It doesnt matter I drove without my perment, I dont understand, driving is not that hard....parents are always like " driving is alot harder than what it looks" fuck that, driving is cake.

Updating on the love life, which I know has become a every entry thing, is still bad, but hopefully soon I will be making my move, muhahaa.

Im supposed to go to Mr. Dutys house today, but so far I have got no reply from patrick, perhaps he is spending time with courtney, thats ok with me.

I took my ACT yesturday, haha...wow... looks as if im not going to college, haha..naw I will eventually get a good score, im guessing I got like a 18 on it or something...wow pitful.

I went to the park yesturday, watched this battle of the bands, haha...its was something to talk about.

mom thinks I have mono.wow that goes great with my pot smoking ways.

with love,

aaron

Im Just Thinking of Her.

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 01:06:22 GMT

Lets see what has been going on here latly..I have had basketball camp everyday so far..why am I playing I have no clue...but I didnt do to bad at tonights game, I belive I had like 10 points in the varsity game..sigh..I wish I never played basketball then I wouldnt have this problem.

I think im getting sick, im not feeling good..this sucks.

I fugured out what is wrong with my computer, this damn thing has a worm and a virsus.
The sasser worm, and MyDoom.
So I have to order this thing on macafee to destroy it and prevent it and what not, im so surprised it let me on, im very happy I get to update, sense I get so many comments...not.

haha im going for my perment tommorrow, im not going to tell anyone at school, let them poke fun at me then throw my drivers lisence at them when I get it, a 6 month joke..im so devilish.

As for the love life im still by myself..I have tried but ah buddy I tel ya what boise them right thur gurls wont them chewin baker guyz.

I saw harry potter, gold, pure gold.

if anyone has the time my number is 631-3437, I wont be on much untill I fix this god forsaking piece of shit I call a computer.

With love.
aaron

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 00:42:04 GMT

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Sun, 06 Jun 2004 01:42:57 GMT

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Sun, 06 Jun 2004 01:39:59 GMT

Well lets recap whats been going on in my life recently.

I ran in state Friday, it was a fucking cold ass day and it rained which made it worse but we still got our ass kicked badly, but hey we got to run right?

As you can probley figure im not at Matts house for his Birthday right now, My fucking aunt told my mom I smoke pot, and I told her nothing she asked me if I did and I said no I dont or I dont think i do or something like that then she went in told my mother I smoke pot, mom freaked and now im in trouble, 24 hour watch and all this shit and I havent even tried it..then she said it was Jakes, Patricks and matts fought and all this shit and was going to call there moms and tell them but I took the fall for it, and she belives me that they do not do any drugs of any type. I had to tell her that It was me and all this and my friends had nothing to do with it, so I went from being innocent to being guilty and I didnt do anything, stupid goverment.

But on a lighter note, I can still get on the internet when I want, I guess she figures this will keep me indside most of the day anyways, sense im not aloud to go to anyones house nor the movies. At least I dont think I cant go to the movies, and my mom has to make sure that whoevers parents will be there at all times and not leave me alone for any reason. stupid dont you think?

But at least just one of got in trouble and I didnt take down the rest of the crew, I feel like a super hero or something.

I tell ya what boise this right dun there orange crush is the shit.

I wonder what the crew of mine is doing right now...my guess is robbing a bank.

I have to take my ACT the 12th
im going to dread it so badly, and I dont even have me a fucking graphing calc, im going to do horrible...I will score like a 16 or something.
I think you must get a 22 or something to get into U of L, which is where im wanting to go.

Harry Potter is now out, too bad I wont be able to go see it with anyone, unless we divise some plan to get me to the movies next weekend, perhaps mom will just take me...or perhaps mom will let me do what I want to do...If im going to smoke pot I will do it sometime or another...adults I wonder about them sometime.

Let see as for the love life its still doing bad courtneys attempts at getting my hooked up with her friend is a no-go, even though she said nothing is written in blood..but she has a boyfriend ans really likes him so looks as if im back to 0.

When I was a Little child I would always dream of saving some girls life then me falling in love with her, and she falls in love with me, then we kinda dont tell anyone and we just dont talk, then one day sometimes happens and we tell each other how we feel and we stay toghter, its sorta like friends mixed with Fraiser.

Cross Country camp is going to start so very soon, im looking forward to it.

welp im going to go play some Diablo....what a sad life I live.

done with that.

Wed, 02 Jun 2004 02:44:09 GMT

Not much has happened recently life has been steady and its all been well, were in the middle of semester exams right now, which I only have to take 1 of them out of 7 classes because of my good behavior, yeah its wierd I was actually good at school...amazing. So im guessing tommorrow then only thing im going to have to work on is my picture in art class, which im behind a tad, I have a bad habit in not going to class and heading straight to the libary to annoy the liberian ms morley.

As for the love life, its still bad I suppose...no women so far, and there isnt one in sight as well, I think im going to wait for one...or perhaps I will not have a girl all summer, but Ms Courtney is trying to hook me up with her friend from east ridge, I think her name is Rachel only one flaw to this, she has a boyfriend dun dun dun.

We regional track went alright, I get to go to state which is nice...I didnt like track that much, I can say its not that bad..besides the screaming from ms lowe to tell me and johnthon to quit goofing off, its all good.

Matt Slone is this weekend, im looking forward to it, I was pretty nervous when he said it might be friday, because I will be in lexington running, but luckly it is saturday, and I will make it back to hang with my chums.

Once again im addicted to an online RPG, I really do need to get a life, or perhaps a 20 foot tall amazon lady to keep me off my computer...well I guess no other guy would want her....my integellence impresses me everyday.

My cousin and I watched donnie darko this weekend, its was his first, my 200th time..he said it was a good movie, but he didnt understand it and he tried to get me to explain it to him...I explained most of it, but I confused myself, so I changed the subject.
That damn movie is getting to popular amung the kids in pike county, but I guess that falls in line with dying your hair black and wearing pink.

Why I ask you am I watching this stupid basketball game, its around 15 mins till adult swim comes.

Linzy and I talked the other night, she said she still missed me, and I told her that I have been thinking about what I said and how that might had been an accident, then she says somethign about her talking to this guy.

oh shit my computer is fucking up
i hope i dont have that senth bug
god dammit mother fuckers.

done with that

Wed, 26 May 2004 23:31:57 GMT

Harry Truman, Doris Day, Red China, Johnnie Ray
South Pacific, Walter Winchell, Joe DiMaggio

Joe McCarthy, Richard Nixon, Studebaker, television
North Korea, South Korea, Marilyn Monroe

Rosenbergs, H-bomb, Sugar Ray, Panmunjom
Brando, The King and I and The Catcher in the Rye

Eisenhower, vaccine, England's got a new queen
Marciano, Liberace, Santayana goodbye

CHORUS
We didn't start the fire
It was always burning
Since the world's been turning
We didn't start the fire
No we didn't light it
But we tried to fight it

Joseph Stalin, Malenkov, Nasser aand Prokofiev
Rockefeller, Campanella, Communist Bloc

Roy hn, Juan Peron, Toscanini, dacron
Dien Bien Phu falls, Rock Around the Clock

Einstein, James Dean, Brooklyn's got a winning team
Davy Crockett, Peter Pan, Elvis Presley, Disneyland

Bardot, Budapest, Alabama, Krushchev
Princess Grace, Peyton Place, trouble in the Suez

CHORUS

Little Rock, Pasternak, Mickey Mantle, Kerouac
Sputnik, Chou En-Lai, Bridge on the River Kwai

Lebanon, Charlse de Gaulle, California baseball
Starkweather, homicide, children of thalidomide

Buddy Holly, Ben Hur, space monkey, Mafia
Hula hoops, Castro, Edsel is a no-go

U-2, Syngman Rhee, payola and Kennedy
Chubby Checker, Psycho, Belgians in the Congo

CHORUS

Hemingway, Eichmann, Stranger in a Strange Land
Dylan, Berlin, Bay of Pigs invasion

Lawrence of Arabia, British Beatlemania
Ole Miss, John Glenn, Liston beats Patterson

Pope Paul, Malcolm X, British politician sex
JFK, blown away, what else do I have to say

CHORUS

Birth control, Ho Chi Minh, Richard Nixon back again
Moonshot, Woodsto, Watergate, punk rock
Begin, Reagan, Palestine, terror on the airline
Ayatollah's in Iran, Russians in Afghanistan

Wheel of Fortune, Sally Ride, heavy metal, suicide
Foreign debts, homeless vets, AIDS, crack, Bernie Goetz
Hypodermics on the shores, China's under martial law
Rock and roller cola wars, I can't take it anymore

CHORUS

We didn't start the fire
But when we are gone
Will it still burn on, and on, and on, and on...

The Lyrics of the great classic "we didnt start the fire".

Wed, 26 May 2004 23:20:10 GMT

Ok im doing this for Ms Katie Hayes, She didnt say anything behind my back, hopefully this will not cause her and I to actually not be friends anymore.

done with that.

xEmoAaronEmox

Mon, 24 May 2004 22:27:53 GMT

Ok im not in a good mood, so im going to say things about people, but please ignore them, well actually fuck you.

Ok to start off, someone not to mention any names told me that a so called "friend" of mine name Katie Hayes or however you spell her first name, said I was annoying and shit like that, lets see how many times have I seen you? Hmm, maybe like 4 or 5 times then you go and tell someone that im annoying and wierd? What the fuck is everyones god damn problem calling me wierd and "emo" haha stupid fuckers calling me this shit, I laugh at you.
Calling me "Emo" reading my livejournal really pisses me off, I post shit about my life and my horrible relationships and my problems in there, because I dont have anyone to listen to me, and the dumbass I am thinking you guys will give me advice on what to do and having people read my problems, listen if your reading this and talking shit about me in it, ya know what fuck you. I mean actually im not pointing fingers at people that actually give me advice, but the ones that read my jounral and call me wierd and "emo" instead of reading my livejournal go fuck yourself.

I mean this is so fucking stupid, If you dont want to hear from my emo life than dont come here, I made this so I can write shit that bothers me, and for everyone to read it and laugh at my problems, fuck you.

yeah and if you have talked shit to me, behind my back, or even left me a nice anynmous comment yeah im fucking talking about you, and for the ones thats not and has none of the above, plz find no offence to what I wrote.

Oh and if your going to talk shit about me, please be so kind as to say it to my face so I can kick your ass. ok?

done with that.

Sat, 22 May 2004 23:23:29 GMT

Well I will start off with..um..whenever I rember.

Thursday we had a track meet, was fun I suppose I placed in everything I ran and I placed in my beloved 200 meter dash, ha, then Friday I had practice then went to Pikeville and on the way back guess who I saw? I mean this is my luck, Trish and JK in a car going to Johns Creeks prom....Now..every person at Johns Creek and I see them two..but oh well, I just found out that they broke up,found it so funny sense JK said "she will not break up with me" and he wants to fight me, hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha, this kid is in 8th grade, half my size, and most people think he is a homosexual.
tisk tisk tisk, I should find better things to do than argue with an 8th grader.

Today I got my hair cut two time, the first dumb bitch cut my hair and she fucked it up, then had to get it sut shorter by this next girl to make it look right, buts i guess my hair looks fine now, its shorter, which means I lose my sexness for right now :( hahaha, I feel consided for putting that, but im leaving it, because im cool like that :)

I had to wash my truck today, god I love that thing, I cant wait till I get to bounce with my homie G's.

done with that.

Wed, 19 May 2004 02:32:27 GMT

Well...Today was a so-so day, had its goods and bads, I had a track meet where i saw Patrick and Jacob and Jermiah and Jakes girl steph was there so it was pretty nice.

Dad got me a truck which is fucking alsome, I hope to be able to drive very soon than I can pick the hunnies up and we party and get "wildor than ducks boise".

But, the trish sitution has hit rock bottom, which now its time for me to move on, just let go.
which im doing...

well its time for some diablo

done with that.

Tue, 18 May 2004 08:04:06 GMT

Well...It looks as if it is time for another miserable update, things were stable at school, First period we had a "egg drop"....pointless, I hated it..I didnt want to be apart of that..I was already depressed anyways,and being outside...the cool air..a slight wind..but I had my comrads Patrick and Matt to help keep me company threw it. Well, I talked to her again today, I think im hurting alot more now, Im starting to accpet the fact....that Trish and I are over, she is happy with her life, he and that fucker of a boyfriend shes got are happy togther, actually I hate that guy very bad, I have never liked him, I hope he gets hit by a car, and not exaclty die, just feel some pain, he msged telling me to leave her alone and goes "whos got the girl man", Im seriously thinking about beating the shit out of him the next time I see him, not exactly becasue he is dating the girl I long for every night, becase he has a smart mouth and needs to shut it.

Or perhaps, I should listen to his words, fighting solves nothing, and maybe this is for the best..she is gone, and she is not coming back..in her eyes im dead to her.

...where do I go from here?....

Im taking my ACT june 12, I guess I should be exited about this, sense its being sent to U of L...would make me happy to hit a 20 or 21 my first time, which is what I predict I will get, I will probley start studing here soon.

well..im single..and im free for this weekend I think...anyone up to do anything?

or perhaps I will stay home and wither away.

done with that.

Mon, 17 May 2004 03:37:59 GMT

Today had to be the worst day I have had in a while,I get online everyday and expect her to be online, and the day I dont expect it she is, I msg her...and we talk...I told her how I truly feel about her, if your a smart person and a close friend of mine, you know of corse im talking about Trish, I asked matty slone what I should do, he said to tell her how I actually feel, so I did...she said she was happy with her new boyfriend and they had "something special"..completly tore me apart word by word..I dont give a fuck, call me a "emo kid", rather sad when that insult hurts my emotions about 0 percent...stupid tards...and for another thing I would like not to see about 10 comments making fun of me cause im listing to "every step I take"..laugh now, but this song reminds me of my grandfarther, the only fucking person who actually gave a damn about me, and could I could actually talk to without being critized or made fun of.

..Im serious I wish I wouldnt have msged trish, I heard things that will help me get over her and move on, but for some reason, I just cant and I wont let go of her, we were perfect for each other, I still rember so much about us...if people would go back to my first entrys, there about her..and about the ball game...and everything..
I know we still have something there, but she just will not admit to it...perhaps she never will...she is stubborn...or perhaps I should let go...but saying that makes me conterdict myself...im so confused about so many things, and no1 can actually understand that...I need a special person to talk to, when I do tell someone, they end up telling me what to do...and god dammit I want to fucking beat the shit out of people who do that (besides my parents)...

maybe I should just give up on this "love" thing...and omg plz dont commet about linzy I have heard it all and I dont fucking care, she smart and pretty...I dont give a rats ass...were friends...and only friends so get over it.

and for you anonymous People, post and show me who you are, or please dont waste my time with reading your comments,your not making a point going anynmous except showing how big of a pussy you really are.
except for the ones that show there name at the bottom like that travis thacker kid.

Damn..I think too much about too many things, everytime something happen I either worry about it or something, im just that kind of person...
2-mar is going to be horrible, I know I will be miserable, I just cant help but think about her...
I dont know if I put in here about when mother pulled the car over to the side of the road and trish and her mommy was behind us and they went by us and she turned about and waved and looked at me and I looked at her.....................................................................................................god she is still so beatiful......................

well I best head on to bed, mom said I had to be off the internet at 11 and its 11:30...im such a little rebel, arent I?

done with that.

P.S-just for everyone to know, I am crazy about Diablo again...thanks alot matt and johnthon and patty.

Sat, 15 May 2004 18:11:22 GMT

Well it looks like its going to be a bad weekend, and perhaps all next week...well...nothing hasent been going on latly, mother is still stuborn to let me take my perment test,she still claims I havent studied, but its cool I alwasy can find a ride from my home boys.

The cats testing thing is done at school,I hate that time of year the teachers are bigger assholes than they ever was, and sense im threating by mother to do good on it, I had to actully try this year on it, im guessing I got distingused on the P.E part of it and perhaps a proficent on the reading, but I bet I would get a novice on the spelling part, but wait they dont have one.....

the love life is still staying the same, Nikki and I broke up which was predicted and then I met a girl, we talked, I ended it...and not because of the rumors my friends say they got hand jobs from her,just I have actually been in too many relationships, looking for love, trying to actually find someone that will not hurt me, then I start to really like them then I give and do anythign and everything for them, I give them my heart and what thanks I get they throw it back in my face, then I end up depressed..like I have said the chewing backer and saying "git r dun" is looking bright right now, most girls seem to fall crazy madly in love with them...or perhaps I will say "Fuck You" and move on...sounds like a plan.

Donnie Darko is coming out this summer, well the directors cut of it, I just want to thank mr patrick duty in getting me into donnie darko, and it is the best movie ever..But im going to make a party run to see it, anyone is welcome to join..so far is me,matt,johnthon..and I think patrick is going, then of course you have the wonderful Ben Stiller in Dodge ball coming out soon, which will be great, him and his wacky acting will make me feel like I payed 7 dollers to go to heaven for around 1 hr and 45 mins.

and once again Im getting back into diablo again...I played Diablo for awhile then quit and picked up on tibia, and now im back playing it again, I played for around 4 hrs last night and already lvl 12, and I have mayed a sorc, so I think Matt is a pally, Patrick is a necro, johnthon is a amazon and im a sorc and now we need a barb..You see there I go again, I will start talking about diablo/tibia and I just wont stop.....im a nerd...hahahaha.

I just started to think, 2 more years and im going to college..im getting happy..then I be out of this town and be with my aunt and going to U of L and having a blast..instead of staying here in the vallys of the mountains listen to people complain about people they do not like, which it does make for good entertainment, but also this drama is...fun.

I had a Dream about my ex-girlfriend lindsey last night...the one I dated for 9 months...she came up to me and said "aaron I love you and I miss you" then we kissed and then it was good again...too bad she left me for another guy...................

Welp..now this sucks...

done with that

Thu, 13 May 2004 03:20:20 GMT

Life has been heading down..im watching vh1 its nice

bye bye

done witht that

Sun, 09 May 2004 05:54:36 GMT

Had to do a car wash this morning.

Went to the movies with kyle,jessica,cara,and linzy justice

Saw Johnthon there.

We all saw Godsend

Good movie

Dont make clones.

Bored and Sleepy

I feel like a robot

Let play pretend everyone..what if your mom or farther or relative told you, that you was a clone?

I think I would go and try to fly.

going to bed now.

done with that.

Thu, 06 May 2004 02:11:02 GMT

Well..its been a while sence I have updated this thing, lets go over the past couple weeks, Nikki and I broke up she said " she didnt want a serious relationship"....oh well...im curious does any girl want a serious relationship as a matter of a fact does any girl wanted to be treated good, maybe I should start chewing "backer", saying "git r dun" and being a complete ass to everyone, then perhaps I will get a decent girlfriend...Id rather die....

Track is horrible, Ms Lowe is going to make me cut my hair, I dont get it, no one will know me with short hair everyone knows me with long hair... But im not goign to cut it im going to look her in her eyes and say "Im not going to cut my hair AND its just that simple".

well..lets see..everyones dicussion is still steph smith...argh...and I left me a little post on her livejournal telling everyong if they dont like her and shit, let her talk and just ignore her.
But everyone was friends with her, then steph and I became friends, then when people started to hate her, they expected me to just cut off connections with her..But the only thing I dont get is the same thing back with her, if she dont like patty and jake then why do they come to school and talk about how steph said thiis about them, maybe we should all stop talkin in this world..perhaps...this would end all of this...perhaps it was straight edge that broke our friendships up...

AND THIS GOES TO CHRIS BARNES I WAS NOT TAKING UP FOR ANYONE WHAT SO EVER, I AWS NOT DISSING YOU AND I <3 YOU AS WELL.

its been such a long time sence I have updated, I hope everyone has not forgot about my livejounral.

today we had this cat olympics thing, Mr roger johnson is trying to get us to do good on this thingy, I dont really care actually..oh shit I just rembered I have a earth science test 2 mar...fuck...im goign to fail so badly...were studing galaxies...I try to get Ms. Fiedls my views on Portols and different dimensions, I think she thinks im psycho.

Today I thought Kyle Collier was going to beat up jacob outside, jake hit him on the head with a pop bottle and he turned about and said "son of a bitch" and his face got real red..and and patty and jermiahs never laughed so hard in our entire life.

welp...yeah im single...I dont know what to do know that I am...any ideas?....

Im free for the movies this weekend if anyone is intrested in going...perhaps and gatti land then movie run saturday.

done with that.