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[Jun. 22nd, 2004|08:59 pm] |
This shall be my last update on this name...I have created a new name, I have re-added my friends, so add me back if you do not care too.
____apathy
thats it..
with love,
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[Jun. 22nd, 2004|02:19 am] |
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Your Heart is Grey
What Color is Your Heart?
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Today was bad..very bad..I had to go play basketball today, I was in the middle of the game, and I came down the floor and my ankle just gave out, it buckled under me and I heard it pop, so mom made me go to the doctor, its like a sever spring or something, and im out of a while..from every sport and everything at that,its looks funny..looks like I have an egg in my foot..Im thinking of making a list of who I like and who I dont like, one person I dont like this is kayla lowe girl, I wish she would die, she sorta puts me down about everything, mom thinks maybe she likes me?..so that would be like a arnold and helga...
my foot hurts..
I think im finally figuring out donnie darko, im understanding this movie, its coming into place...but im not ready to explain it yet, I must be 100% sure on my theory..
life never seems to get better for me, I belive I live on a roller coaster, but it seems to be stuck on the bottom, Brittany and I are I dont know, I dont know if were ever going to get to spend time togther, she cancells plans with me alot, and she likes to talk to other guys alot...maybe im just parnoid..I mean she did cheat on me once before, when she said she loved me...which could fall in line with every girl I have dated, sigh..I cant wait till I become an adult and girls are ready to settle down, I have been ready to settle down, and find a long lasting relationship..I dont want to explore and date, I want to settle down and have a nice long loving relationship...taking trips on the weekends, going out after school, spending time with each other, just being in love, no girls want that...I dont think Brittany wants that, she realyl isnt the type of person to shout our love from the roof tops, I dont know about love, I would love to fall in love with her, would be great..but I just cant right now, I dont know if I can trust her..and trust is the foundation of a strong relationship..if oyu dont have trust you dont have love, you have a break up..
But perhhaps one day, girls will apperciate me..but untill then..
with love
aaron |
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[Jun. 20th, 2004|02:59 am] |
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Well today has been ok I suppose, I really didnt get to talk with Brittany today, she has been up her friends Kansas house, so im guessing I will get to talk with her tommorrow.
I belive she is going to come up my house sometime this week, hopefully I will not have fucking basketball one day and me and her can spend sometime togther, I belive I will watch donnie darko, im sure he can make a good ol date good.
Of course she will not understand it, just like everyone does, and including me...im still trying to figure this out, im thinking each char in that movie stands for something, on the cover it shows frank and all those people (jim cunninham,gretchen etc) they must all play a role in his life, and he destroys there lifes, and makes other ppls better,which would mean would they actually find out that jim is a child porn star maker thing?
Because without donnie burning his house down they wouldnt find it, and why exactly did he flood the school?
I rember in the movie he was explaining that short story and he said, "they were just trying to see what happens when you change things"
was he trying to change things?
argh...that movie.
i wish i could research it, but now that would take the fun out of the movie now wouldnt it?
with love
aaron |
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[Jun. 18th, 2004|04:05 am] |
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Once again we got off the phone a Little while ago, everything is going pretty good..im pretty happy with her..I hope this last's.
with love,
aaron |
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[Jun. 17th, 2004|03:43 pm] |
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Well this week has been splendid...So far nothing has bothered me or anything.
Im so happy, Coach called and called off the games today, which makes me happy, because I didnt really want to play today anyways.
I think tomorrow Im going to the movies, Im not for sure...I believe it will be with friends, then saturday I shall attend the movies with Brittany.
Yeah, some how I asked her out last night..Hmm...This girl and I dated a while back, ended bad..but hopefully she learnt from her mistakes, and perhaps this shall work this time.
Its been forever sense I listened to the ataris,haha "boys of summer" Boise I tell ya what, that song used to be the shit, untill I got tired of listening to it over and over. haha.
I belive they called for rain today, Which means I dont get to go run..mother will not let me run in the rain...I was going to go run my cross crountry trail at my house, at about 6 or 7..when it exactly cools down, Its about 90 some degrees right now..and when I walk outside during the day I usely get burnt, So i usely just stay inside till night comes haha, its sad I walk outside for like 5 mins and im cooking...haha and people say "aaron, you should lay in a tanning bed" haha my god if I did that, I would come out and be like 3 feet tall haha, the fucking heat would like shrink me, then make me look like an african american, which im not saying thats not bad..but its just funny...imagine me black with a bling bling and a afro, that would be some pimp shit.
I hooked up my playstation last night, I was missing final fantasy, so I decieded to play for a couple hours, and the god forsaken disk is broke or something, and its disk 1 as well, so now there is no playing that game now.
I hate spider man...He is on my Dr Pepper can, he annoys me I wish I could hurt him...but he would use the web shit or whatever he uses...HA I KNOW, I could hurt his actually character before he got in his spider gear !!!
mwuahahah.
God im fucking bored...I have been on the phone alot latly, and late at that..and usely poeple knows I hate to talk on the phone..but its kinda nice to talk to her, she cracks me up haha.
I shall introduce her to all my friends, you all will like her.
Mother woke me up this morning and made me mow the grass.
Well, enough for right now
with love,
aaron |
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[Jun. 15th, 2004|01:52 pm] |
Well I talked to her till like 4 in the morning, funny thing is I hate talking on the phone....wierd.
with love,
aaron |
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[Jun. 15th, 2004|12:42 am] |
On a much lighter not, the good ol love life is maybe turning around for me.
ha.
with love,
aaron |
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[Jun. 14th, 2004|09:04 pm] |
Well today has been special, I had my most my family come to visit me, which was ok I guess.
Nothing much has been going on here latly, I belive Im going to go see Dodgeball this Friday or Saturday, anyone is defenlty welcome to join me.
Right now American Pie is on, this make the 3987412 time I have watched it...Good ol Oz finding him someone like that, he kinda makes me angry him and his sentisive ways, I really want to hurt him.
Im talking to cara on icq, I just called her boyfriend Kelly Clarkson haha, I sorta feel bad..haha me feel bad...NEVER!!!!!
God damn im fucking bored...I think I shall go play emo game, again, Fun game...haha I <3 the part about sum 41 cracks me up everytime.
welp I can see that you all have been enjoying my posts here latly, with all these wonderful comments.
with love,
aaron |
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[Jun. 13th, 2004|06:24 pm] |
Well its been a while sense I updated, I finally got the good ol computer fixed, so she should be good for a while to come.
Um I got my perment and I have been driving alot, It doesnt matter I drove without my perment, I dont understand, driving is not that hard....parents are always like " driving is alot harder than what it looks" fuck that, driving is cake.
Updating on the love life, which I know has become a every entry thing, is still bad, but hopefully soon I will be making my move, muhahaa.
Im supposed to go to Mr. Dutys house today, but so far I have got no reply from patrick, perhaps he is spending time with courtney, thats ok with me.
I took my ACT yesturday, haha...wow... looks as if im not going to college, haha..naw I will eventually get a good score, im guessing I got like a 18 on it or something...wow pitful.
I went to the park yesturday, watched this battle of the bands, haha...its was something to talk about.
mom thinks I have mono.wow that goes great with my pot smoking ways.
with love,
aaron |
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[Jun. 8th, 2004|08:43 pm] |
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Lets see what has been going on here latly..I have had basketball camp everyday so far..why am I playing I have no clue...but I didnt do to bad at tonights game, I belive I had like 10 points in the varsity game..sigh..I wish I never played basketball then I wouldnt have this problem.
I think im getting sick, im not feeling good..this sucks.
I fugured out what is wrong with my computer, this damn thing has a worm and a virsus.
The sasser worm, and MyDoom.
So I have to order this thing on macafee to destroy it and prevent it and what not, im so surprised it let me on, im very happy I get to update, sense I get so many comments...not.
haha im going for my perment tommorrow, im not going to tell anyone at school, let them poke fun at me then throw my drivers lisence at them when I get it, a 6 month joke..im so devilish.
As for the love life im still by myself..I have tried but ah buddy I tel ya what boise them right thur gurls wont them chewin baker guyz.
I saw harry potter, gold, pure gold.
if anyone has the time my number is 631-3437, I wont be on much untill I fix this god forsaking piece of shit I call a computer.
With love.
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[Jun. 5th, 2004|09:42 pm] |
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[Jun. 5th, 2004|09:22 pm] |
Well lets recap whats been going on in my life recently.
I ran in state Friday, it was a fucking cold ass day and it rained which made it worse but we still got our ass kicked badly, but hey we got to run right?
As you can probley figure im not at Matts house for his Birthday right now, My fucking aunt told my mom I smoke pot, and I told her nothing she asked me if I did and I said no I dont or I dont think i do or something like that then she went in told my mother I smoke pot, mom freaked and now im in trouble, 24 hour watch and all this shit and I havent even tried it..then she said it was Jakes, Patricks and matts fought and all this shit and was going to call there moms and tell them but I took the fall for it, and she belives me that they do not do any drugs of any type. I had to tell her that It was me and all this and my friends had nothing to do with it, so I went from being innocent to being guilty and I didnt do anything, stupid goverment.
But on a lighter note, I can still get on the internet when I want, I guess she figures this will keep me indside most of the day anyways, sense im not aloud to go to anyones house nor the movies. At least I dont think I cant go to the movies, and my mom has to make sure that whoevers parents will be there at all times and not leave me alone for any reason. stupid dont you think?
But at least just one of got in trouble and I didnt take down the rest of the crew, I feel like a super hero or something.
I tell ya what boise this right dun there orange crush is the shit.
I wonder what the crew of mine is doing right now...my guess is robbing a bank.
I have to take my ACT the 12th
im going to dread it so badly, and I dont even have me a fucking graphing calc, im going to do horrible...I will score like a 16 or something.
I think you must get a 22 or something to get into U of L, which is where im wanting to go.
Harry Potter is now out, too bad I wont be able to go see it with anyone, unless we divise some plan to get me to the movies next weekend, perhaps mom will just take me...or perhaps mom will let me do what I want to do...If im going to smoke pot I will do it sometime or another...adults I wonder about them sometime.
Let see as for the love life its still doing bad courtneys attempts at getting my hooked up with her friend is a no-go, even though she said nothing is written in blood..but she has a boyfriend ans really likes him so looks as if im back to 0.
When I was a Little child I would always dream of saving some girls life then me falling in love with her, and she falls in love with me, then we kinda dont tell anyone and we just dont talk, then one day sometimes happens and we tell each other how we feel and we stay toghter, its sorta like friends mixed with Fraiser.
Cross Country camp is going to start so very soon, im looking forward to it.
welp im going to go play some Diablo....what a sad life I live.
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[Jun. 1st, 2004|10:29 pm] |
Not much has happened recently life has been steady and its all been well, were in the middle of semester exams right now, which I only have to take 1 of them out of 7 classes because of my good behavior, yeah its wierd I was actually good at school...amazing. So im guessing tommorrow then only thing im going to have to work on is my picture in art class, which im behind a tad, I have a bad habit in not going to class and heading straight to the libary to annoy the liberian ms morley.
As for the love life, its still bad I suppose...no women so far, and there isnt one in sight as well, I think im going to wait for one...or perhaps I will not have a girl all summer, but Ms Courtney is trying to hook me up with her friend from east ridge, I think her name is Rachel only one flaw to this, she has a boyfriend dun dun dun.
We regional track went alright, I get to go to state which is nice...I didnt like track that much, I can say its not that bad..besides the screaming from ms lowe to tell me and johnthon to quit goofing off, its all good.
Matt Slone is this weekend, im looking forward to it, I was pretty nervous when he said it might be friday, because I will be in lexington running, but luckly it is saturday, and I will make it back to hang with my chums.
Once again im addicted to an online RPG, I really do need to get a life, or perhaps a 20 foot tall amazon lady to keep me off my computer...well I guess no other guy would want her....my integellence impresses me everyday.
My cousin and I watched donnie darko this weekend, its was his first, my 200th time..he said it was a good movie, but he didnt understand it and he tried to get me to explain it to him...I explained most of it, but I confused myself, so I changed the subject.
That damn movie is getting to popular amung the kids in pike county, but I guess that falls in line with dying your hair black and wearing pink.
Why I ask you am I watching this stupid basketball game, its around 15 mins till adult swim comes.
Linzy and I talked the other night, she said she still missed me, and I told her that I have been thinking about what I said and how that might had been an accident, then she says somethign about her talking to this guy.
oh shit my computer is fucking up
i hope i dont have that senth bug
god dammit mother fuckers.
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[May. 26th, 2004|07:31 pm] |
Harry Truman, Doris Day, Red China, Johnnie Ray
South Pacific, Walter Winchell, Joe DiMaggio
Joe McCarthy, Richard Nixon, Studebaker, television
North Korea, South Korea, Marilyn Monroe
Rosenbergs, H-bomb, Sugar Ray, Panmunjom
Brando, The King and I and The Catcher in the Rye
Eisenhower, vaccine, England's got a new queen
Marciano, Liberace, Santayana goodbye
CHORUS
We didn't start the fire
It was always burning
Since the world's been turning
We didn't start the fire
No we didn't light it
But we tried to fight it
Joseph Stalin, Malenkov, Nasser aand Prokofiev
Rockefeller, Campanella, Communist Bloc
Roy hn, Juan Peron, Toscanini, dacron
Dien Bien Phu falls, Rock Around the Clock
Einstein, James Dean, Brooklyn's got a winning team
Davy Crockett, Peter Pan, Elvis Presley, Disneyland
Bardot, Budapest, Alabama, Krushchev
Princess Grace, Peyton Place, trouble in the Suez
CHORUS
Little Rock, Pasternak, Mickey Mantle, Kerouac
Sputnik, Chou En-Lai, Bridge on the River Kwai
Lebanon, Charlse de Gaulle, California baseball
Starkweather, homicide, children of thalidomide
Buddy Holly, Ben Hur, space monkey, Mafia
Hula hoops, Castro, Edsel is a no-go
U-2, Syngman Rhee, payola and Kennedy
Chubby Checker, Psycho, Belgians in the Congo
CHORUS
Hemingway, Eichmann, Stranger in a Strange Land
Dylan, Berlin, Bay of Pigs invasion
Lawrence of Arabia, British Beatlemania
Ole Miss, John Glenn, Liston beats Patterson
Pope Paul, Malcolm X, British politician sex
JFK, blown away, what else do I have to say
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Birth control, Ho Chi Minh, Richard Nixon back again
Moonshot, Woodsto, Watergate, punk rock
Begin, Reagan, Palestine, terror on the airline
Ayatollah's in Iran, Russians in Afghanistan
Wheel of Fortune, Sally Ride, heavy metal, suicide
Foreign debts, homeless vets, AIDS, crack, Bernie Goetz
Hypodermics on the shores, China's under martial law
Rock and roller cola wars, I can't take it anymore
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We didn't start the fire
But when we are gone
Will it still burn on, and on, and on, and on...
The Lyrics of the great classic "we didnt start the fire". |
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[May. 26th, 2004|07:17 pm] |
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Ok im doing this for Ms Katie Hayes, She didnt say anything behind my back, hopefully this will not cause her and I to actually not be friends anymore.
done with that.
xEmoAaronEmox |
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[May. 24th, 2004|06:17 pm] |
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Ok im not in a good mood, so im going to say things about people, but please ignore them, well actually fuck you.
Ok to start off, someone not to mention any names told me that a so called "friend" of mine name Katie Hayes or however you spell her first name, said I was annoying and shit like that, lets see how many times have I seen you? Hmm, maybe like 4 or 5 times then you go and tell someone that im annoying and wierd? What the fuck is everyones god damn problem calling me wierd and "emo" haha stupid fuckers calling me this shit, I laugh at you.
Calling me "Emo" reading my livejournal really pisses me off, I post shit about my life and my horrible relationships and my problems in there, because I dont have anyone to listen to me, and the dumbass I am thinking you guys will give me advice on what to do and having people read my problems, listen if your reading this and talking shit about me in it, ya know what fuck you. I mean actually im not pointing fingers at people that actually give me advice, but the ones that read my jounral and call me wierd and "emo" instead of reading my livejournal go fuck yourself.
I mean this is so fucking stupid, If you dont want to hear from my emo life than dont come here, I made this so I can write shit that bothers me, and for everyone to read it and laugh at my problems, fuck you.
yeah and if you have talked shit to me, behind my back, or even left me a nice anynmous comment yeah im fucking talking about you, and for the ones thats not and has none of the above, plz find no offence to what I wrote.
Oh and if your going to talk shit about me, please be so kind as to say it to my face so I can kick your ass. ok?
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[May. 22nd, 2004|07:15 pm] |
Well I will start off with..um..whenever I rember.
Thursday we had a track meet, was fun I suppose I placed in everything I ran and I placed in my beloved 200 meter dash, ha, then Friday I had practice then went to Pikeville and on the way back guess who I saw? I mean this is my luck, Trish and JK in a car going to Johns Creeks prom....Now..every person at Johns Creek and I see them two..but oh well, I just found out that they broke up,found it so funny sense JK said "she will not break up with me" and he wants to fight me, hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha, this kid is in 8th grade, half my size, and most people think he is a homosexual.
tisk tisk tisk, I should find better things to do than argue with an 8th grader.
Today I got my hair cut two time, the first dumb bitch cut my hair and she fucked it up, then had to get it sut shorter by this next girl to make it look right, buts i guess my hair looks fine now, its shorter, which means I lose my sexness for right now :( hahaha, I feel consided for putting that, but im leaving it, because im cool like that :)
I had to wash my truck today, god I love that thing, I cant wait till I get to bounce with my homie G's.
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[May. 18th, 2004|10:24 pm] |
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Well...Today was a so-so day, had its goods and bads, I had a track meet where i saw Patrick and Jacob and Jermiah and Jakes girl steph was there so it was pretty nice.
Dad got me a truck which is fucking alsome, I hope to be able to drive very soon than I can pick the hunnies up and we party and get "wildor than ducks boise".
But, the trish sitution has hit rock bottom, which now its time for me to move on, just let go.
which im doing...
well its time for some diablo
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[May. 18th, 2004|03:49 am] |
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Well...It looks as if it is time for another miserable update, things were stable at school, First period we had a "egg drop"....pointless, I hated it..I didnt want to be apart of that..I was already depressed anyways,and being outside...the cool air..a slight wind..but I had my comrads Patrick and Matt to help keep me company threw it. Well, I talked to her again today, I think im hurting alot more now, Im starting to accpet the fact....that Trish and I are over, she is happy with her life, he and that fucker of a boyfriend shes got are happy togther, actually I hate that guy very bad, I have never liked him, I hope he gets hit by a car, and not exaclty die, just feel some pain, he msged telling me to leave her alone and goes "whos got the girl man", Im seriously thinking about beating the shit out of him the next time I see him, not exactly becasue he is dating the girl I long for every night, becase he has a smart mouth and needs to shut it.
Or perhaps, I should listen to his words, fighting solves nothing, and maybe this is for the best..she is gone, and she is not coming back..in her eyes im dead to her.
...where do I go from here?....
Im taking my ACT june 12, I guess I should be exited about this, sense its being sent to U of L...would make me happy to hit a 20 or 21 my first time, which is what I predict I will get, I will probley start studing here soon.
well..im single..and im free for this weekend I think...anyone up to do anything?
or perhaps I will stay home and wither away.
done with that. |
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